my princess turned 19 yesterday...i didnt get to see her tho....her mom said that they were gonna do all these birthday things...which she didnt....but ya..it seemed to be a great day...coulda been better tho meanging i coulda been with her..i got to talk to her alot tho...that was good...i still wished i coulda been there with her...holding her in my arms...i miss her alot...im hopin to see her later this week...and if not then im hopin this coming monday cause id be able to see her all day...that would be great...shes just gotta talk to her mom and bring it up to her right and stuff...im sure this will work as long as its done right......she means so much to me...i made her cry last night...i didnt mean to but i feel like such a jerk because of it...i dont like it when she cries cause that means shes not happy...all i want for her to be is happy....i wanna be with her forever and ever...i wanna grow older with her and have kids...a family...a house...i wanna do everything with her...im fallin in love with u!!!!